Clarity

I've had a ball at home yet it has been a very difficult time. The realisation that life has gone since I left has been difficult.....

Also driving on the left side of the road again has been a challenge. I have found myself when taking off having to swerve to the correct side of the road again.....In all honesty it's a little bit like life.

Sometimes we lose our way. Sometimes the trees get in the way and the path becomes obscured by things and situations that are meaningless to long-term happiness.....

Coming home again has given me clarity......Somewhere along the way I lost the "why" and the "what for" that I have been doing it all for and why I started doing the residency. I let myself be weighed down by a situation that in all honesty is meaningless........

I have, for right or wrong reasons, let my judgement be clouded and lost for want of better words my "bravado" and "independence" to say "No I won't accept that situation and if you don't like it then that is your problem in life not mine".....Instead I have surrendered and been prostrate to the situation........

You know, my parents raised me better than that. Since being at home and talking with friends and family I have found that I am still the person that I use to be.........

I love this quote:

"Renew, release, let go. Yesterday's gone. There's nothing you can do to bring it back. You can't "should've" done something. You can only DO something. Renew yourself. Release that attachment. Today is a new day!"


Steve Maraboldi